I would like to stae here that my English Master and overlord is my better in every way and knows what is best for me.… Lire la suite

Some Masters are in need of supervision by their sub,their pocket money and access to the internet tighly controlled. If not they can be like a k** in a sweetie shop but in their case they are not buying sweets but toys of pleasure and pain from the shopping centre of kink that internet offers them. As the sub who has to suppress her " WTF" or sometimes uncessfully lets slip " I hope you kept the recipt for that" as I try to shut up my inner whimp and embrace my sub self who knows somewhere within myself i will enjoy most of the toys. Notice how i say most, as some things have to be endured. A… Lire la suite

My Master told me to do a post on how my training was going, my immediate reaction was should it not be on how "YOUR" trainning is going. And obviously being a bit of sarcy moo I told him so. That and I never learn, always have been a mouthy sub and I can not see that changing any time soon no matter how many punishments are meeted out. I will always have a meh and am unwise comment at the ready. However I did think about what had i had been told to do and my response to that and realised that both statements were true as we both train each other. My Master is there to push my limits, to get… Lire la suite

For Christmas my Master had bought a couple of new toys to add to our collection. Those toys were of the pain and punishment variety, of which we have a few. So having bought them the only reasonable thing to do is play with them and see how effective they are in delivering pleasure and pain. Being a bit of a pain slut I do like some nice bruising as it gives us both something to look and admire. My Master can look and admire his handy work knowing that i took that pain out of obedience to him and my wanting to bring him pleasure as well as my own. We also like to give our punishment toys… Lire la suite

My Daddy is always keen to try new things and in doing so pushing my boundaries. So the new toy was a spanking paddle with two differing sides, one side leather the other made up of diamond shaped metal plates. The leather side is firm and gives a good sound and smack but the diamond side has more to say as it has a sting that is not only more severe but it lingers and vibrates in a positive and negative way over my body. Positive because the pain brings me pleasure makes me wet and horny but also brings pleasure to my Daddy/Master. The negative being that the paddle is very painful. The d… Lire la suite

Having a kink or a fetish is not something you choose it is either there or it is not. Although you may try out a variety of kinks you know when you have found your one or several ones. Btw i am discussing the subject of my kinks because my Master took exception to me saying that if we had been sharing a bed while he had a bad cold i would have helped him into the big sleep. Go figure he was slightly miffed at me. Anyway back to my kinks of which i have several, i have always been quite oral always putting things in my mouth, trying them on for size. So when my oral fascination with the coc… Lire la suite

Being submissive at times can be very complex and very simple at the same time. It can be a bit of a head fcuk as i work and exist in the real world but i am also a submissive with an owner also in the real world. That can make life interesting as i can be very submissive but i can assure you i do not argue or fight like a submissive, then i am going all out to win my point. Luckily i am fairly laid back and lazy so there are not that many things that i consider worth the effort of arguing about. Perhaps my continual stream of sarcasm helps my laid back way of life, my anger never gets a cha… Lire la suite

Being submissive can mean that not only do you sometimes find your self doing things that you never thought you would do, well certainly not in public but the fact that you also get turned on by doing activities that other people may struggle with.. One of those things is deep throating, it is something that dose not come naturally to me and my Master and i have been practicing for both our pleasure. There is something very submissive and vulnerable about about your Masters cock being buried deep in your throat, feeling it throb as you spasam around it. For me it is a turn on sexually as i h… Lire la suite

If you are a bit of a pain slut and I am then you can get excited about new toys, how they will feel, sound as they are used but also what kind of marks will be left on your body but also the level of pain that will be inflicted and if you can endure it. This can cause me some anxiety as I always wonder will i be pushed to far, although so far that has not happened as my Dom and i tend to communicate well most of the time. and if it did happen then i have no doubt it is an issue we would resolve. Anyway our new toy is a Tawse which is something i used to know at school as the belt ... an ins… Lire la suite

Keeping any long distance relationship going can be difficult never mind a Dom/sub one as when you meet you both want to get the most out of your time together. So your stay can be a bit like a military operation to try and ensure that we do a little bit of everything kink and normal, or that we include the kink among the normal. This can mean that at times our behaviour is not as natural as it could be as we both want the best of our time together although as neither of us are spring chickens any more the realities of practicing kink mean that the most leaping about you do is when you are j… Lire la suite

Maintaining a long distance relationship has it's own set of difficulties but when together I have to try and concentrate on the being together, enjoying my Dom's company, the way he makes me feel and the experiences he gives me in life. Making the most of our time together strengthening the bond that is between us. That bond has a strong sexual element to it due to the Dom/sub nature of our relationship but there is a lot of trust there so that when i am pushed perhaps farther than i think i can go and part of me wants to rebel and draw a line in the sand the bigger part of me trusts him and… Lire la suite

Bertha is a beautiful b**st, a cane of the serious kind she might be decorated with a lovely purple handle but she is meant to inflict some serious bruises. We are going to become very well acquainted and definitely on first name terms it is a friendship i approach with anticipation and trepidation as I think it is going to be a love hate relationship between us as i may love the glowing after effects and the pain may be a turn on but a few curse words may be said.… Lire la suite

Spending time together with my Daddy/Master is something i look forward to with joy and happiness but also a certain level of apprehension as i want our time together to be perfect and i want to please him in all ways. Now i am old enough and wise enough to know nothing is perfect all the time but that dose not stop me from wishing. Also one of the perils of a long distance relationship is when you get a week or a weekend together you are cramming everything into that space of time which can ramp up the intensity. My owner is not big on public displays of affection and my very unsub reacti… Lire la suite

Sometimes as a sub you expect the Dom in your life take responsibility if not for everything then by the nature of being a Dom to be in charge. However no matter how Dom/sub the relationship there are some things when all things are equal and that is having responsibility for each others emotional well being and happiness. That there is complete equality when it comes to striking an emotional blow. Sometimes as a sub i think i have been guilty of forgetting the person and concentrating on who the Dom is. That is unfair to both of us as i think it stops a level of honesty and communication whic… Lire la suite

Had a lovely day on Easter Sunday spent with friends having a long leisurely meal with a few glasses of Proseco good music and better chat. Because i know myself well enough i knew the lure of sparkly would be too much and rather than take my car i decided to travel by public transport Now this was not as straight forward as it appears as i was still under orders to wear stockings and suspenders but no knickers and to ensure that the dress i wore was above the knee so that risk of exposure is a constant threat. The dress i chose met that criteria however was not that warm so i decided to we… Lire la suite

My owner often gives me tasks to do over the weekend, those tasks can be more challenging over the winter months mainly due to the joys of Scottish weather. A task which at first seems a bit kinky with elements of risk and humiliation becomes a bit more challenging to say the least. Today was one of those days i had my tasks which if i had to carry out on one of the spring like days we have had recently then i would have been considerably warmer than i was today when winter had decided to make a return visit. I had been informed i need to go into town and make certain purchases one of which… Lire la suite

My Master/Daddy and i do not live in the in the same city, not even the same bit of the country so our time together is precious and in 16 days we will be spending a week together having mad monkey sex, playing and just being. My owner has assured me that there should be some pictures and videos that will be usable in this blog at the end of the week. I am unsure how i feel about that but what will be will be. I am excited about us being together as any time we are together it feels so right not just for me but him too. Which means we can be super kinky one minute but giggling like k**s the… Lire la suite

Being in a Dom/sub relationship means that i am continually being challenged and at times forced to expand and grow within my submissive role. However i accept the fact that within my Dom/sub relationship that it is essential that i am continually taken out with my comfort zone to make me grow and show obedience to my Dom. Now sometimes i may be given a task that makes my eyes sparkle, brings a spring in my step and makes me horny as, other times it is more breath you can get through this you will be rewarded for this. The reward might be sexual, praise or just the pleasure of knowing i have… Lire la suite

i would say that i am a fairly submissive sub who gets pleasure in serving and obeying and when i know i have given pleasure it makes me smile inside and out. However because i am human there is the other side of me that will be arsey, sarcastic, or decide to poke fun at my Dom at exactly the wrong time (it's a natural talent) and apparently i have perfected a sarcastic look. Because of this i am very familiar with the punishments and it would not be the first time i have had to sit gingerly in a chair the next day. Tonight was my punishment night for having been disobedient and all of the a… Lire la suite

A weekend away with friends attending a wedding. A lovely all day affair where the weather co operated, the drink flowed food was fab and a lovely couple started their lives as husband and wife. It was nice to get dressed up in a pretty frock some high heeled shoes and wearing my stockings and suspenders with no panties as instructed by my Master. So that even though he was not with me i am aware of who owns me and that i have a responsibility to do him proud especially when he is not with me as he trusts me to do as i am told. I tend to be very low maintenance if left to my own devices go… Lire la suite